Hey God

I know I am not very good at this and that I should do it more often. I know you deserve better and a lot more time than I give you. I am really excited about what our church is doing to show your love to the world. What they have planned to help those that are hurting and in desperate need of you. That’s why, when I do come to you, I find it difficult to tell you how I feel. Too many people die everyday because they don’t have what I use to keep my lawn looking nice. Too many kids start out life without a chance.

I’m spoiled rotten.

I don’t appreciate what you have given to me. I take for granted everyday that I’m not getting what I deserve. When there are people out there who don’t even know what you did for them. Yet I let my insecurities be my downfall. I let my selfish ME attitude keep me from showing people that

You.

Are.

Love.

A love I don’t deserve. A love I can’t comprehend. So when I come to you God, and I say that I am hurting and that I feel lonely. I love the fact that You love me. Amongst  all the BS I bring to the table. You still love me.

I know I don’t put my faith in you enough. I know how tiny I make you out to be.

Thank you for being bigger than I am.

I pray tomorrow my actions and the actions of your church will make you smile.

I pray we can put our faith in you and stop trying to fit you in the little god box we made for you, your one massive God…. no that wasn’t a fat joke…. ok now it was. But seriously I pray we can collectively share Your love with those who need it most.

I guess I need to sleep now.

Good night God. I wasn’t serious about the fat joke, I guess I will answer for that one day.

Amen

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